I should not have napped earlier tonight. Listening to the Brand New demos from before Devil; this album is so damn sad. Tam asked me today if I’m going to grow old and always be working. I responded by saying I don’t think of work as work but learning, which is something I never want to stop doing. maybe 20 years from now my nights in will be spent learnig how to build furniture or play saxophone instead of taking a stab at Actionscript 3. This album, moreso this band, reminds me of simpler times when all I wanted to do was play music with good friends. now I’m able to do that a bit, but time is limited and friends are leaving. I doubt I’ll ever grow out if that phase. “something dies as you grow older, but you do the best you can” I’ve been watching too much Six Feet Under.